i dreamt about all of us sometime last week. we were having sheesha at samaars and justin timberlake was there. he was telling us stuff about britney. too bad i can't seem too remember what he said though. reckon i could have sold the story to US TODAY or something haha.

hello everybody (honky accent)

school and work have been so crazy. i have to come to a point where i do a double shift den crawl into bed waking up every hour in hope i don't miss class the come home from school and fall asleep at 5 in th evening wake up at 3 in the morning. decide to miss morning lecture so that i can prepare for the presentation, 45 references for my annotated biblio shit, and an essay outline all in one day.

okay enough whinging.. grrrrrrr

as i was laying in bed yesterday, i was thinking to myself why do so many people who have this online journal thing post entries either suggesting that "the whole world hates me! give me some sympathy and false comfort" and the " i have everything you don't so don't come leaving tags on my site just because ur jealous and so wanna be me!"

is this what the world is coming to. how scary isnt it? i've yet to find a site which makes you think. maybe someone almost like kerry from sex in the city. we need more substance people. more substance i say.. so hear ye hear ye!!!

ok i knoe.... say with me
double R!

RRANDOM

xoxo
chanelli manelli

hey girls.. (i'm so used to saying hey guys but for some ridiculous reason i feel i shouldnt, ok actually nelly made a comment about that so ... hey women, now i can officially start the actual post)
I'm so sorry i haven't been updating, i realise there is no excuse but i have been wicked busy and just haven't gotten around to it. But yes no excuse.. Anyway i am still alive and things are ok, i've just been busy with school.. Finals are coming up. I'm getting screwed over by finances other than that yeah things i good. I really can't wait to get home though! This past weekend, on saturday, it was SINGAPORE DAY! i know sounds retarded but it was awesome... And i am being rushed by my roomate cause we're heading out the door. So i will explain the details in my next post. Love you all

sarah is... retarded. haha.nobody tell her i said this.

ps. addresses!! )(@#)@(#*!(!)()#(*&!@*! only ferara chermie and sarah are kind enough to give me theirs the rest no love bye.

pps. blog audrey blog dont care if its nonsense just blog. nelly u too! dont do anything too wild on ur burfdae

hello everybody!!! im at tm with sarah now. outside star bucks...
hey hey guys... sorry i haven't wrote anything on the blog.... cause as you guys should noe i dont even have n account... neway miss you guys loads... not so much of rachel cherm and judy and those in spore... hehe... but the rest... er... guess only audrey.. miz you loads girl...
i'm so bored with cherm..... she's no fun....... hehe... she's like getting pissed off.. haha...
hey... get planning on the trip... i might join you guys when you all go to kl... cant wait cant wait...




p.s hey nell... sorry but i really dnt miss you... no offence k...
kekekekekekekekekekekekekekekekekekhehehehehehehahahahahahaa

earth to the girls

where's everyone?
is everyone good?

hello my luvly friends. if u want a nice big present from rachel.... send ur home LOCAL mailing address to my email. do it now ! thanks. goldiegotlocked@hotmail.com


PS. drey and nelly are my **inspiration**** <33333taking baby steps to being an adult.

change of plans.
tioman + kl??

long winding journey

life has been crazy putting together the documentary i've been working on along with 8 other girls...the month-long late nights in school and the amount of hardwork is finally over! I AM RELIEVED. tomorrow will be the last handover of videos to our clients and it feels freakin relieving. but it sucks because i only have this weekend to relax and enjoy myself before work starts for me this monday. believe it or not my work is 9 to 9. it might even drag on to after midnight if i'm working for the production of 'deal or no deal' (i have this strong feeling i might be dragged into the production). i'm sad! i miss everyone including you girls and my beloved NS boyfriend whom i only get to spend saturdays with depending on my schedule. :(

i finally found the time to sit down and type out an entry and i'm sorry for the lack of updates! i haven't even been updating my own blog. oh! oh! and i passed my final theory which means i'll be taking my practical exam by the end of this year or earlier!!! so fun so fun! once i start driving...we shall not worry about dinners okay?! speaking of dinners, rachel let me know when dinner is!

okay so i shall now eat my breakfast+lunch+dinner, that's right, i have been living on instant noodles for the past weeks and decided to detox for a bit and only resort to proper meals available only when i'm home. and i have bangs!!! fera has cut her hair once again! and i bought new contacts and finally new frames so now i can see!!!! my eyes are alive!! hahaha.

okay many many loves and here's a picture of my new hair i took before leaving to school at 7.30 am with my wet hair and my new frames and my utterly horrible looking eyebags. hate. eye. bags. but hey i ain't blind no more peeps! hehe.



P.S have a safe trip to thailand okay you girls? :)

nelly you can't be giving cherm false hope.. she has to understand that she is not normal.. she is rather "special".
haha cherm i love you!! but like i said on msn, it's seriously natural. And by the way i would just like ppl to take the time when their talking to cherm to get her to type the word sorry. heh have you seen the little crazy anime looking thing that pops up haha. i think it's damn cute la cherm, you little chinkie chinks... Ok enough of being mean to Cherm.
Shout out to cherm: I miss you!!!!!!!!!

shout out to everyone who's going to Thailand: you guys suck! you all are smelly so just go to thailand and yea just go....
(can you sense the jealousy)

to everyone else: we're still cool...

Hmmmm...

When Audrey's back, we'll be back from Thailand(wow we actually are really going. i cant wait. but im scared. but i cant wait). We'll all get together. Finally. Reunited. After 1-2 years? We kinda planned. Cherm and I that is. A nice dinner somewhere(everyone must go, no excuses). Talk. Laugh. Just like kc days. I miss that. Don't you all? You girls are the ones I wanna grow old and wrinkly and still laugh and feel good with. We say this all the time. Only because it's true. We'll make it come true. LOVE TO ALL.

Jude: *wow melts* hot. thanks. haha but at first glance his head looks bigger than his body. I still love adam.

Cherm: U're normal u mother lamb u. Dont care abt that body kong. U've got the greener of the patch of grass. haha. Mother ah with 4 kids. i reserve to be no. 2's godmother!

rach if you read this, go to www.trent.blogspot.com now and see the section on Adam that he posted on April 9. so damn cute/sexy.

k anyway, work has been getting more and more mundane. prolly cause i've been working here for so long now that there's nothing new for me to learn. oh and my SMU interview is tomorrow so wish me luck. by the way what do you wear for an interview? i have no idea.

cherm your normal.......

yay, start planning people... i so need a holiday now..

audrey love take care of urself

i'll update u all soon

everything is so crazy

hmm.. its coming to three in the morning and im still not sleepy yet. how weird is that. so anyway i guess a reason might be cos i was busy trying to find out fauzi's (yes my ex mat boyfriend) current girlfriend blog. okay.. call me busybody or what.. but i dont know why, i just cant help but always think how life for him is now and stuff like that. but im sure of my feelings and that i do not love him anymore. guess i just couldn't acccept his reason for leaving me. and after finding out, i've came to a conclusion.. he is a total bastard. apparently he got together with her even before we broke up. and that was when after i got back from the KL trip. like a week or more after that. such an asshole right? okay.. i know ya'll are probably thinking wad the hell is wrong with me. but i reallly cant expain my action. its not right for me to do this. but i just couldn't control myself. help girls! i cant always be going to her blog to read about their life now. im not jealous or anything but i just feel like slapping and kicking him if i ever do see him. is it wrong of me to feel this way? hope that i dont bump into him. his girlfriend stays in the east too. at joo chiat i think. and she is always around parkway. anyway.. did any of ya'll feel this way when you see or hear news of your ex boyfriends? if you all do, at least i know that im normal..

hmm.. alright enough of them. so last week was the first week of school for me and surprisingly i didn't skip any class. oh yes.. we had our clubbing session last thursday too. so yes although we plan to go to dbl o, it was too crowded and we made a detour to momo. momo was kinda enjoyable. and rach, sarah and me are official members of momo. however, it came at a wrong time cos momo will be undergoing major renovation from next week onwards i think. having a brand new layout and name. so we'll just have to wait for some time before we can start showing off our member cards.

now let's talk about the thailand trip.. erm chanel i know you're extremely excited, but it seems we have not gotten down to a plan yet. somehow its really difficult to plan without you around. plus the fact that even a confirmation of the number of people is hard to get. but no fret.. rach and me will get down to confirming everything soon yes? rach.. we need some planning here! let me know when you'll be free and we can meet up to plan everything and decide on the places to go? how about that? we'll keep the rest of you updated as soon as we get things done.

p.s i've updated enough and i shall go to bed now. good night everyone! love ya'll..

i wish i could go.... =C

sorry i haven't been writing i've been soo fudging busy with school.
it was really madness but of course i had the time to fall sick. hmmmm slow recovery people..

i miss home

thai thai

so judy has been doing a lil bit of research lately and she feels that we should go to Pattaya. reasons being that it seems to offer a good balance of peace and excitement. like chill out but not too crazy if you get what i mean. and its near Bangkok so getting back on the last day shouldn't be a problem. there's the main Pattaya Beach which, according to some website i stumbled on, is:

...the major venue from where boats visit Pattaya's offshore islands... The northern section of the beach is largely tranquil, while the central and southern parts become increasingly lively, thanks to a juxtaposition of shops, department stores, boutiques. beauty salons, supermarkets, bars, discotheques, restaurants and nightclubs. The central area of the beach is a major shopping area, while the southern end is one of Pattaya's major nightlife areas.

or we could sail out to the offshore islands for a day to go scuba dive or just tan like crazy and sip pina coladas haha. there's this place called Ko Lan situated to the west of Pattaya Strait, about 7.7 kilometers from the shore. sounds pretty chill out if you ask me:

A well-known beach is at Ta Waen Beach in the northern part of the island, a 750 meters stretch of white sand with many stalls and shops.. There are also Laem Thian Beach and Samae Beach on the south-western side, each beach spanning a length of 700 and 100 meters respectively. Both are regarded as beautiful and interesting spots, especially Laem Thian Beach which has remained exceptionally clean and tranquil... On the southern part is Nuan Beach 450 meters in length. On this beach is a hotel which accommodates a large number of tourists... good place for viewing coral... also Laem Hua Khon Beach on the back and front sides, Laem Lamrae... Popular activities on Ko Lan include swimming, coral viewing, Para-sailing, water-skiing, water scooter riding, etc.

so how?

THAILAND

I'M COMING.

DON'T FORGET TO BOOK MY TICKET!

NEED HELP?

I CAN TRY ASKING MY MOM?

oh my goodness. i miss you guys so much. really.

anyway, i just need whoever to confirm they are coming and u all arrange the day you all wanna go. and i'll arrange transport. i need all u particulars. actually not me.
rach you shall the honours of calling my mum and telling her abt it. i'll let her know by advance.
hopefully all our tickets and all can be settled byt the end of this month.
i'll be back on the 9th of june. its confirmed.

do u want me to settle accomadation in bangkok as well?

i suggest no phuket.

ps:/ chanel is driving tmr.
pss:/ rachel tan dont step on the coral and you forgot loads of chips and snorkeling.
fried rice with the egg on top.

Updates!

Thailand trip. because it seems im the one who's been appointed middleman. and nelly keeps asking "so how's the planning coming along?" and i always have no answer. some points lah that were brought up.

-Nelly's coming back ard 2nd week of June (speaking of which.. how was last night baby? hahahah. living life on the edge babe)
-leaving before 2nd week of July
-Drey's coming back some time after the 25th of June
-We planned to leave 2nd week of June to go for abt roughly two weeks or less long trip
-So how?
-which islands are we going to again? we're going to 2-3 of them right? Krabi? Koh Samui/Pang Ngan? Phi Phi? Phuket?
-Bangkok first and Bangkok last. for some shopping at the end. i dont know how we're gonna get abt though. i drive my tuk tuk on road and nelly row her sampan on water how abt that. nelly check up on that please, u're the best at all this.
-So we(me or cherm) need to know who's confim coming to book all we need to book and all. either we're doing it or nel's mom will help out. but we're gonna settle this all soon. so ya. who's going?

oh and jude i so know what u're talking abt. i cant wait to bring all my beach dresses and all along. and do the whole tourist thing. hahaha. ok. about done. some part of me feels like i cant go. shdnt go. but i will try not to let that happen. let the whole world know our holiday plans. i wanna get away. drink salt water. drown nelly. burn my skin. moisturise. coconut oil. ice lemon tea. ok there rachel goes again. campbell's instant soup with croutons is damn good! and cherms post abt us sitting down at lido doing those retarded things is funny. the rest of u are missing out. when are we gonna meet up all together? ok bye loves.

to the ones i love always

helloooo girls!!! :D

well i just came back from the nursery (yes, i teach at the nursery at mendaki on sundays when they need people) and i've been there since like 9am. i swear the kids were so adorable! but 2 were undeniably naughty! it's madness! oh! oh! and judy! i'm planning on baking american chocolate cake next weekend, so if it turns out good i'll pass you the recipe for your experiments in baking okie?! hehehehe.

i so wish my internship wouldn't clash with the trip to thailand you girls are having :( i've always wanted to go shopping there and have the best company around but obviously time never ever allows it and it's just not fair at all! i hope all you girls are doing well. we shall catch up soon okay!

There is that friend
that is so much a part of you, that you feel alone just thinking about the thought of them not being there.

There is that friendship
that has so much that it is based on that nothing could ever dissolve or even threaten it.

There is that friend
with whom you share so much history that one fight or misunderstanding rolls off nearly instantaneously,
because one issue is so insignificant, and could never come close to shattering the bond.

There is that friendship
that cannot always be explained, but only understood and cherished by the people who share it.

There is that friendship
that has lasted through ten years of your life, and is still growing.

There is that friend
who you can talk to about something that happened when you were eight years old, and she can relive that moment so vividly along with you..

There is that friend
that knows you as well as you know yourself, and finds it special that you know her just as well.

There is that friend
who can make you smile through your tears, or cry out of happiness.

There is that friend
who is always there for you, and just realizing that she would be there is more than enough to make it better.

There is that friend
who cares about clearing away your tears no less if you are crying over absolutely nothing or over something she may have done to hurt you.

I have friends like that, you girls are friends that will always occupy a precious part of my heart.

with love always! :D

tash: heellllooooo. i miss you many many. and no wonder everytime i go to GAP at vivo you're not there haha.

nelly: chin up girl. school's a bitch but you can do it.

the SG girls: double O sounds fun. should be able to make it. count me in for now.

anyway, i had my palm read by some guy the other day and it was damn funny. allow me to amuse myself(and y'all).

-i am a very "principled" person(whatever that means).
-i spend a lot but i save a lot too(eh?)
-my husband will be good-looking(yeeesssssssssssssss!!!)
-i will have one happy kid
-i will earn "good" money
-i will travel quite a lot.

and that's all i can recall. but honestly, i'm just glad that my future husband will be good-looking.

oh my oh my oh my

so i have an essay due in less that 9 hours and i just started, shoot me someone.
i have 8 tabs open at the moment in regard to the question but i have no freaking idea what to write next, come on students. i think u should all know how i feel right now......

say it with me....

FUCKED!!!!

haha.. okay i just went back to click on my profile and i realised that i actually did wrote all those chanel and audrey were talking abt in their previous posts. yes im really slow and blur but i have to say that i really couldn't recall myself writing those things. haha. (if you all are wondering wad it is abt, pls refer to the first few posts from chanel and audrey.) alright i bet all of you are like staring in front of your comp laughing at me. but pls dont!!!

anyway.. the week has been kinda alright for me. actually it seems to pass by pretty fast. was working for three consecutives days earlier this week, on thursday was finally my off day. had myself pampered. went to do my toe nails, had my face threaded, plucked my eyebrows and had my leg waxed. haha. spent a total 65 bucks on all that. considering that i got so much done, guess the price was pretty reasonable huh? well.. as for friday, met up with sarah and cheryl in the day at tampines mall and went to town to meet rachel as well as sarah again. had dinner and then some chill out session at macs-lido. we kinda made a fool out of ourselves at macs actually.. hmm.. i shall not elaborate much but all i can say is a lizard appeared. and you all know how lizard is a threat to sarah and us when it comes too close. after we left mac-lido cause of that embarrassing moment, we sat outside lido and decided to see if we manage to spot any guys walking pass lido who are our type. sad to say, we couldn't find any. singapore is realy running out of cute guys man. haha.

oh well.. school is starting for me tomorrow.. from 2pm-5pm. how exciting right? hopefully i'll not be tempted to miss lessons. haha. oh yes.. girls in sg, interested to club on thursday? at dbl O ? pls try to make it k? and judy.. hopefully you can join us too. dont try to find excuses.. we do know that this friday is good friday. come k? =)

p.s miss all you girls so much!!

<3

HELLO EVERYONE.

sorry its been so long. life's been a little crazy for the last couple of months so i guess i've been occupied trying to get my life back together.

anyway, i just thought i'd tell you girls abit about what happened. i shall try not to bore.

i quit gap today. yes boy problems. i always have boy problems. i think im not fated to have a boyfriend. either that, or i'm evil and thus am getting punished for my sins. but yeah i quit gap today so i'm in the process of trying to find a new job. yes and everything at home is good. i am jobless and bored out of my mind so please do come over and swim and do nonsense soon. haha.

and i wanted to share something with you all. its abit cheesy la but bear with me. through the last couple of years, alot of people have walked in and out of my life. as hard as it is and as much as i tell myself not o fall into another realtionship or not to put myself in a difficult situation, it always happens. so for those of you who have that one special person in your lives right now, please cherish them with all you can and appreciate all that they do for you. my biggest mistake was not appreciating chris and taking him for granted. at the end of the day, i lost someone who was willing to give me the world. and now, i'm living in regret and pain like every single day. life sucks la. seriously. so yeah. just remember, as dumb as it sounds, cherish the people who come into your life. i sound like a damn secondary 3 kid but oh well. just had to let it out.

anyway. life goes on. :)

can't wait to see you girls soon!