hmm.. its coming to three in the morning and im still not sleepy yet. how weird is that. so anyway i guess a reason might be cos i was busy trying to find out fauzi's (yes my ex mat boyfriend) current girlfriend blog. okay.. call me busybody or what.. but i dont know why, i just cant help but always think how life for him is now and stuff like that. but im sure of my feelings and that i do not love him anymore. guess i just couldn't acccept his reason for leaving me. and after finding out, i've came to a conclusion.. he is a total bastard. apparently he got together with her even before we broke up. and that was when after i got back from the KL trip. like a week or more after that. such an asshole right? okay.. i know ya'll are probably thinking wad the hell is wrong with me. but i reallly cant expain my action. its not right for me to do this. but i just couldn't control myself. help girls! i cant always be going to her blog to read about their life now. im not jealous or anything but i just feel like slapping and kicking him if i ever do see him. is it wrong of me to feel this way? hope that i dont bump into him. his girlfriend stays in the east too. at joo chiat i think. and she is always around parkway. anyway.. did any of ya'll feel this way when you see or hear news of your ex boyfriends? if you all do, at least i know that im normal..

hmm.. alright enough of them. so last week was the first week of school for me and surprisingly i didn't skip any class. oh yes.. we had our clubbing session last thursday too. so yes although we plan to go to dbl o, it was too crowded and we made a detour to momo. momo was kinda enjoyable. and rach, sarah and me are official members of momo. however, it came at a wrong time cos momo will be undergoing major renovation from next week onwards i think. having a brand new layout and name. so we'll just have to wait for some time before we can start showing off our member cards.

now let's talk about the thailand trip.. erm chanel i know you're extremely excited, but it seems we have not gotten down to a plan yet. somehow its really difficult to plan without you around. plus the fact that even a confirmation of the number of people is hard to get. but no fret.. rach and me will get down to confirming everything soon yes? rach.. we need some planning here! let me know when you'll be free and we can meet up to plan everything and decide on the places to go? how about that? we'll keep the rest of you updated as soon as we get things done.

p.s i've updated enough and i shall go to bed now. good night everyone! love ya'll..