tasha wants to share some love

i hope you girls know how much i appreciate having you all in my life. i haven't seen you all for awhile and it really is getting to me. audrey i miss you so much la. i wish you were here so i can tell you all my stories and know you'll understand. i miss rachel's nonsense. i wish i went out with you all last night :( i miss cherm and sarah's nonsese. its usually dman entertaining and i just forget all the bad stuff. i miss fera's randomness. i miss chanel's hyperness cause i really forget about everything else and try to keep up with her crankiness. i miss judy and our indie music obsession. i miss everybody :(


things are getting so tiring. and its getting harder and harder to hang on to things. i wish i wasnt so stupid and that i had better control of my emotions. but blessing or curse, god put upon me the gift of feeling. and i feel a lot. my emotions are damn extreme. which isn't helping things.


i bring happiness around in my pocket so that i can share it with people who are sad. but everytime i'm sad, it seems to have run out. someone refill my pocket for me please.


*fairytales don't always have a happy ending
i forsee the dark ahead if i stay